23 years old
I wonder why I’m so affected by things. Why I let things get to me..to the core
I wonder why I feel a sense of loss and abandonment when I lose a friend or significant other while they seem completely unaffected.
I wonder why I put so much effort to try to mend a broken relationship or situation when the other person won’t even make time to hear what I have to say.
Wish I didn’t feel as much.
Wish cutting ppl off/losing ppl was easier for me like it is for others.
Wish ppl valued my presence and missed it when I was no longer around.
Wish ppl cared to check up on me and make sure I’m ok
Wish ppl appreciated what I did for them so I didn’t feel stupid and used.
I wish you were affected as well.
team “i wore this yesterday but i’m going to a different place so it doesn’t matter”
team “I wore this yesterday but I wore it under a jacket so I can wear it again, no one will know”
team “I’m going to wear these jeans until I spill something noticeable on them”
I am all these teams.
Liar | Lianne La Havas
She’s a liar
With a, a heart of stone
Fell in love with a phantom
Was all her own
Dreamt of a, a fantasy
I watched her die
Now it’s, killing me…